Realization pt. 2
“It’s because of you that I’m finally doing what’s right for me”
Realization pt. 1
“You do stuff for someone because you love them, and then they wake up one morning and then they say ‘so long’”.
Today was surprisingly well. No struggles with reoccurring thoughts/memories. No awkward moments. No feelings/reason to cry. No overwhelming sadness. Things are good and by the looks it, there may be more good times to come! I’m quite anxious :)
The cutest inspirational song ever made :)
"Nothing will ever stay this bad"
What you didn’t have, was faith in me. And you know what? It’s okay, because now I’ve discovered to have faith in myself. I found the faith to finally walk away not knowing where to go or what to do but knowing that it’s better than being where I am now; in a place where you bring me down. Oh, and if you ever wonder if I’m okay just know that I’m better and...
But look at us now, we don’t even talk, it’s like we never happened and everything was lost. What if you stayed and never called it quits? I guess that’s a dream I will never get to live.
“He had one of those rare smiles with a quality of eternal reassurance in it, that you may come across four or five times in life. It faced, or seemed to face, the whole external world for an instant and then concentrated on you with an irresistible prejudice in your favor. It understood you just as far as you wanted to be understood, believed in you as you would like to believe in...
“Don’t be afraid to fall in love. It’s the only thing that matters in life.”
Yup, this is me, blogging on a Saturday night at 9:45, as I’m watching Country Strong by myself, wishing that I had a boyfriend, or at least something to do besides being alone.
Just today I realized that it wasn’t Until yesterday that you were more Special than I ever gave notice To. I know I can’t take back the choice I’ve made but I want you to know I wish I Could have made another decision about Everything. I won’t tell you this in person but I wish I could.
This is such a beautiful song. Every time I listen...